Approaching the longest day
After having celebrated Christmas for 53 years in the southern hemisphere I still have this quiet longing for a winter Christmas. As a young mother in the early sixties I was quite homesick until I realised it was up to me to start 'traditions' rather than long for the way I had perceived the festive season of my childhood. Guided by the Dutch 'Margriet' Cookbook I learnt how to make Weihnachtsstollen and Gevulde Speculaas. I defied the challenges of working with flaky pastry to make almond rings (Kerstkrans) but sometimes the almond mixture would burst out of the pastry - to great delight of the children who could nibble the sticky sweet mix left on the baking tray. Later I became more sensible and now I use ready-made pastry to make long 'sticks' which I spread with apricot jam and decorate with red and green dried cherries. And each year we say: oh, this is good!
Made in Germany, the Christmas Star below (small light bulb inside) was given to us in 1992 by Bart's sister Lien and her husband Piet. Each year on the first Sunday of Advent we hang it in our window with Flagstaff (see blog 'A Certain Hill') in the background. A huge Herrnhuter star hangs high up in the renovated Frauenkirche in Dresden.
Our Herrnhuter Christmas Star |
Christmas Eve
On Christmas Eve
I put candles in the
windowsill
For a few hours their
shape is safe
Until the sun contorts
them.
Midnight is the best
Time to burn candles in
a window sill.
Contrasts of hemispheres
come together
In memories and food.
For tea we eat home-made Christmas bread
Thick slices of
Weihnachtsstollen
Covered with brandied
butter and icing sugar.
Darkness brings an
image of closeness,
A forgetting of bright
sunshine and bended wax
But sometimes memories
come back of
Walking my dog in thick
snow on Christmas Eve
Going home to
A house with a roaring
fire and aniseed milk,
And candles in a
windowsill.
Huberta Hellendoorn
December 2012
Late summer sun disappearing behind a Dunedin hill |
Thanks, Huberta. May your candles hold up and may you have a happy Christmas.
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